Won't Take Nothing But A Memory .

6:00

"Azreen? Azreen, wake up!" I hear my lil bra Zaim calling me. "Fuck it, is it 6 already?" was the only thing I can think of at the moment. HELLO, IT WAS 6 O'CLOCK IN THE MORNING. I got up from my bed, picked up the car keys from the table and, without washing my face or brushing my teeth (ya, saya mengaku saya sangat malas.), went to start the car engine. I wait for my lil bra & sis to come in the car and drive them to school. BYE BYE BYE to them, went straight back home to continue my sleep :D

10:30

clean up the house, sweep the whole house, wash clothes, hang them up, fold the dry ones, wash the dishes. thennnnn, baru laa kesempatan mandi.

11:30
watch tv, surf the net.

13:10
pick up Teena from school or run errands for mum.

14:00
pick up Zaim from school and after that waste the whole day either in front of the tv or in front of the laptop.

yup, that's my routine almost everyday.
i know it's not much,
but it's TIRING to do the same thing every single day.
Andddd, I miss my friends :/
especially my geteks :'(

and that's when I remembered this song

makes me miss being in the house that built me .
both of them .
Lot 23, Taman Ensu & Lot 123, Lazenda Villa 5 .

"And I bet you didn't know under that live oak,
My favourite dog is buried in the yard"
Makes me think of Chelsea, our cat that died 2 years ago.

"Mama cut out pictures of houses for years.
From 'Better Homes and Garden' magazines.
Plans were drawn, concrete poured,
and nail by nail and board by board
Daddy gave life to mama's dream."
Mum was the designer of our house at Lot 23.
And I loved it dearly.

Silakak, first time dengar ne lagu, nangis terus wa . Rindu ne .
Sometimes I even wonder what would've happen if we didn't move .
But should've, would've, could've is a sign of weakness & regret .
and I don't regret anything that's happened .