haiiihhhh . baru jak pikir2 maw luahkan perasaan dekat blog ne .
sekali tingu , ada pula halangan . kurenkssss :/
luahkan perasaan pasal apa ?
about this one guy .
his name cannot be exposed due to technical difficulties .
kunun
so there's this one guy i've had a crush on , since I was 15 years old ( Form 3 ) . even when I was with eeL , I still had a crush on him . but I kept it quiet ( gila ka maw bgtaw boypren aq ada suka org len selain dea ?! hahaha ) tp durank c El & Fath taw . but seriously , this guy , let's just call him Penghulu Hawt ;) , I've always had a crush on him since ( okay , I've said this already ) you know when . setiap kali turun mesti nampak dea . ohhh , he cannot be described by words . he's not Drop Dead Gorgeous , or has a hawt body or what . but...idk . hahaha . seriously , weird bha aku ne kan ;D back to the point , I've liked this guy since I saw him at one of those camp I attended : Kem Nadwah . hihi .
sambung cerita , since I broke up with eeL , bole laa menggete-gete kan ( astaga . pa bha kw ne azi . budubudubudu . hahaha ) . tida bha , bkn maw menggete , juz maw kawan kawan bha . kami pn gelar each other kwn ( example : hye kawan ! pa kw bwt ne kawan ? ) hahaha . sbb mmg aku minat dea dr dulu kan , so cuba laa maw kenal2 . adalaa msg d fb & chat & met up once or twice ( itupun thanks to El ! ) . kenal laa , tp malu2 . haha . nakal eyh .
tp kan...adalaa I go check his fb profile ( aaa . I'm not a stalker okehhhh . *denial* hahaha ) . & I saw his status . aduhhhhh ! mcm he found someone new ody ne . adehhhh . maw ckp heartbroken , tidak laa heartbroken . just..mcm..kecewa laa . sikit ony laa . x laa bnyak . bcuz it's not like I love him . just a crush . hehe . tp kecewa laa jg , bcuz I really really like him . cua kmo bayangkan , dari form 3 lae ! skrg aku habis spm sua taw ! haha .
but frankly , I can't feel anything more than a crush since he left me .
sambung cerita , since I broke up with eeL , bole laa menggete-gete kan ( astaga . pa bha kw ne azi . budubudubudu . hahaha ) . tida bha , bkn maw menggete , juz maw kawan kawan bha . kami pn gelar each other kwn ( example : hye kawan ! pa kw bwt ne kawan ? ) hahaha . sbb mmg aku minat dea dr dulu kan , so cuba laa maw kenal2 . adalaa msg d fb & chat & met up once or twice ( itupun thanks to El ! ) . kenal laa , tp malu2 . haha . nakal eyh .
tp kan...adalaa I go check his fb profile ( aaa . I'm not a stalker okehhhh . *denial* hahaha ) . & I saw his status . aduhhhhh ! mcm he found someone new ody ne . adehhhh . maw ckp heartbroken , tidak laa heartbroken . just..mcm..kecewa laa . sikit ony laa . x laa bnyak . bcuz it's not like I love him . just a crush . hehe . tp kecewa laa jg , bcuz I really really like him . cua kmo bayangkan , dari form 3 lae ! skrg aku habis spm sua taw ! haha .
but frankly , I can't feel anything more than a crush since he left me .
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