Sunday, September 16, 2012

This depression is killing me.

13th September 2012.
00:00.

Got spammed via Facebook Twitter text calls hugs and everything.
Some of it that made my day:




Sorry, just a few of them. I can't upload all of them. But it was really sweet of them :')

The day started horribly. Ended up crying in the library when Pipey hugged me. I didn't know why I cried. I really didn't. I just did. And then Pipey said some things that made me realised things about myself. I was holding something back. I was keeping things to myself. Well, that's just it. There are some things I can't get out. Yes, I'm depressed.

But let's not talk about that now.

Then things improved right after.






Went to 1B. Went and ate McD for lunch or hi-tea or early dinner or whatever. It was around 3. SR Cheese  Cake given by my awesome big sis Kak Redhayyana. Then went K-box w the classmates for 2 hours. Kinda cheered me up. Thanks guys :')

And to you. Yes, you. You know who you are. I was hurt. And I know you knew how I actually felt. You were the only one I told. The only one. Perempuan, apa yg keluar di mulut lain daripada yang di hati. Mmg la I said it wasn't important, but that's a code for girls. It meant I needed someone. But then, you left me hanging. So cheers to that. Thanks for leaving when I needed somebody the most. Just plain thanks.


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