Another 31st

Hello? Hello? Hellooooooo?
Oh there you are, Mr Stalker.

Been stalking again, haven't you?

I'm just kidding.

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Done with ENT300. I thought it was kinda okay. Could've done better. But okay, nonetheless.

What I'm REALLLLYYYYY disappointed about is PAD310. I have never ever EVER felt -well, speaking frankly- like shit. Pure. Bull. Shit. Of all the 8 questions, I could honestly say that I didn't even read about any one of them. Seriously. I've been here for 4 damn semesters, and this is the first time, THE VERY FIRST TIME that I cannot CANNOT at all see myself getting an A for this subject. Fuck la. Paling disappointed. Before exam nangis, keluar exam pun nangis. Mmg babun punya paper. Haihh.

Well, gotta focus on the next 3 papers. What's past is past. Let bygones be bygones. Well, at least that's what wise men say. They also said 'only fools rush in' and that's full of crap. Wait, you can't understand what I'm talking about, can't you? My apologies, for I, myself, cannot understand the crap I've been typing.

I'm this way for a reason, y'know.

Just came back from Pipey's house. Her brother's wedding. Guess who I saw? Yeap, good old Mr Heartbreaker. It's nothing to talk about, really. It's just that I haven't seen him in more than 3 months, did not expect him to be there, did not expect his face to show up, did not expect to look at his face for more than 2 hours, did not expect Fazril and the gang to talk to him, did not expect to steal glances, did not expect to suddenly have awkward eye contacts that lasted for 2 seconds and totally TOTALLY did not expect him to sing that heartbreaking song. Yeappp, nothing much to talk about :)

Oh thank you, for looking away. Thank you. Thank you so much for looking away that second eye contact. It did kind of hurt, though.

I can feel my heart falling out of my chest again.

And the tears burning the back of my eyes. Fuck.

Truth is, Imy.