Heartless Bitch.

So what's up? I'm on my semester break/practical. Practical for a mere 8 weeks. I started last week and I'll be finishing on the 14th. So far I've been doing the same thing for a week now. Incredibly, terribly, FUCKING b o r i n g :)

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"Heartless Bitch"

I guess I deserve the title. Been aiming for it since I turned 18.

God bless my psycho head.

So I cut off a few people from my life recently.
Amazingly, without feeling any remorse.
What to do, I nurtured the heartlessness to save myself.
It's good to remove toxic from your life. Believe me.
Now, let me teach you a few steps.

1. The first and MOST IMPORTANT step: Delete their number.

Let me repeat that again: DELETE HIS FUCKING NUMBER. Or hers. Just delete them. Then set your privacy settings to this:

So that they can't fucking see your progress and it proves a point that you don't want anything to do with them anymore. Even though deep down, you really want to talk to them. Like seriously, you're just this close to breaking down and calling them up. But whatever you do, DO. NOT. FUCKING. CALL. OR. TEXT. THEM. NO, BIJ. JUST NO.

Step 2: Block them on every social media.
"I keep them to let them know I'm doing just fine without them." Yeah right bij. And it snows in fcking KKCity. No, stop lying. I know you keep them around just to stalk on them. Been there, done that. STOP IT. Block them. Do not stalk them. Because you know you'll start getting pissed when you see them being all too "friendly" with someone else. Just fucking block them. Heed my words. Blockkkkk himmmmmmm.

Step 3: Stop listening to songs that make you bawl your eyes out.
Utada Hikaru - Come back to me : NO
Ariana Grande - My everthing : NO
Selena Gomez - The heart wants what it wants : NO
Miley Cyrus - Wrecking ball : NO
DO NOT GOOGLE HEARTBROKEN SONGS
DO NOT GOOGLE SAD SONGS
DO NOT GOOGLE BROKENHEARTED SONGS
NO. NO. NO. NO. FUCKING NO.
Google heartless bitch songs.
Listen to
All American Rejects
Simple Plan
Good Charlotte
Plain White T's (Hate I really don't like you)
Songs that say "FUCK YOU" in their face.
Save yourself and listen to songs that make you stronger
On that note, listen to Christina Aguilera's Fighter, Leona Lewis' Better in Time, Avril Lavigne's Girlfriend

Step 4: Pray
Never leave your prayers. I don't care what religion you're from. Just never leave your prayers. I'm not trying to preach. But let me tell you this, praying can heal that broken heart. Allah is the best  of listeners. Ask for mercy, ask for forgiveness, and ask for the broken heart to be healed. I told Allah a lot, and I mean A LOT, about each of them who broke my heart, and easily so, it becomes easier to let go.

Wait, this turned out to be a lot like the advices you get if you google "how to get over someone" hahahahahahahahahaha but it worked out for me so what the heck

Toodles! xo

I literally had to google "heartless bitch songs" just to find the perfect song. lulz.
Sorry this post is a bit bersepah. But then again. I'm a crazy psycho right now so I can't really arrange my thoughts properly.