Wednesday, July 29, 2015

In relevance to the previous post.

I block people for only two reasons:
1. Because you're an ass and I hate you for treating me poorly, or
2. Because you're a stalker and fucking annoying.

So don't flatter yourself thinking that the previous post was for you, if you're a fucking stalker.
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Okay, since I haven't any job to do at this office, and I think I'm on twitter and wechat wayyyyy too much that people find me annoying, and pathetic, and dramatic, I'll be on blogger way more after this. And besides, there aren't many viewers so I can rant all I want here. Teehee.

Well now, crying yourself to sleep IS NEVERRRRR a good idea.
Especially when you have pre-fever, a cold and a sore throat.
I couldn't even open my eyes to get to work this morning.
I can even hear Aqil's "Jie, suda la mmg teda mata, tambah lagi teda mata."
or "Jie, jan juga tidur Jie. Jalan pun mau tidur ka?"

Damn, I miss Aqil.

A texted me yesterday. But I didn't reply.
No, not Aqil. Or Aspar. Or Arif.
God, I have a lot of As in my life ahahahahahaha

Oh speak of the devil, another whatsapp just appeared and its him.
Now's a good time to cue Taylor Swift's I Almost Do.


I'm dying to tell you how I feel. All the hurt, the anger, everything.
But I am, very, very, very tired from everything.
And I don't think I can go on a roller coaster ride of emotions.
It'd be too mentally, emotionally draining.
I can't handle another broken promise.
I bet you don't even remember the MANY promises you made to me.
You never remember anything about me anyways.
You can't even remember to correctly spell my full name.

We're supposed to be friends.
But you treat me more like an option when you're bored.
You didn't even bother to see me before the end of last semester.
To think that I thought I actually mean something to you..
I don't feel like being an option anymore.

So here's to you, A.


Oh, on that note, I even asked Harris about my sprained ankle.
It's funny, cause usually it'd be you I'd come to whenever I had problems like this.
You usually have the best remedies.

But obviously you can't remedy a broken heart that you caused.
Chinggggg! Hahahahahahaha kbai toodles! xo

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